well, exams are finally over. Surprises after another...plunge all the way down to the bottom and ends with a relief.

Never felt like tt in my entire life. Never felt like staring at the questions and never know where to start. Never felt like this before. I was seriously scared. I was seriously lost and I felt like I was gonna lose it when it all ended.

Blanks and blanks.
What a crappy feeling.

And I present you the lucky numbers of the year....
26, 03, 31, 40

You would not believe your eyes,
If ten million fireflies.
Lit up the world as I fell asleep.
'Cause they fill the open air,
And leave teardrops everywhere.
You think me rude,
But I would just stand and stare.

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems.

'Cause I get a thousand hugs,
From ten thousand lightning bugs.
As they try to teach me how to dance,
A foxtrot above my head,
A sockhop beneath my bed.
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread).

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep).

Leave my door open just a crack (please take me away from here),
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac (please take me away from here).
Why do I tire of counting sheep? (please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep.

To ten million fireflies,
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes.
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell),
But I know where several are.
If my dreams get real bizarre,
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar.

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep).

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep).

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

Its been a long while since i last wrote a post. I wonder if anyone still comes here to read up something about me. hmmmm. i was pretty busy after my birthday. Projects and many other things. :(

First of all, thank all those that made it on the 25th july. I appreciate all the best wishes from all of you. Yes, i am officially older BUT not old(lets get this point right). hahah. Forever young! heh. Thank you USUALS for helping out esp. sx.

next, i wanna thank sx again for celebrating my bday in sch. :) well, i was quite sadden by sth else on that day. I wondered if i expected too much? or seriously...something should had been done. Its just that few special occasions. well, its over already but it just kinda reminds me of the anniversary thing.

Well, what is done is done yea? Its what you are going to do about it...

Met up with Jo! like finally! YEAHHHHHH... catch up, heart to heart talk, nice food!, drinking + a little shopping here and there... Somehow i haven felt like this for a long time. A time out was necessary. It seriously made me miss those old sch days. :)





the heart that weighs a thousand pounds...

Crazy Dragonflies
Supper @ Xin Wang
Long walk back.
Have yet to do such things in a longgg time.
Reminds me of our 1st 4e5 chalet, CLS camps & the usuals.

We walked A lot,
We talked A lot.
Nice.

perhaps i just had a little too much of thoughts on that day.

But no doubt this sure made my day.




NANDE?!

maybe insecure.
maybe inferior.
maybe jealous.
maybe upset.
I dunno which.
Maybe its all of each.


So many things going on.
so frustrated.
so pissed.
so angry.
so tired.

I paused.
started thinking.
About a lot of things.
I Wondered over a lot of things.
Its like I had paused somewhere in my memory.
While I recall.
Then I realise so many things have changed.
Small matter,
Big matter.
Small events in life,
Big events in life.
Wow.